May 15, 2005 21:25
So kiddies, I am back in the big ole' L-town, lonely as can be. All I want is to be with my baby, but I can't. And all I can do is sit here and wait until Thursday when I get to see him. It is so pathetic, I know, but I can't help it. I have been listening to this song like all day thinking of him and all I wanna do is be where he is....so here ya go..
There you are standing strong,
I'm a leaf holding on
You believe like a child,
In this fire runnin' wild
Oh I love how you see
Right to the heart of me
You're a waterfall, washing over me
I'm a thirsty man let me drink you in
Well I am on my way,
You're a mountain top
When I reach for you, your love lifts me up
All that I want is to be
Where you are
I'm the frozen ground, you're the warm sunlight
Shining down on me, baby just in time
Well I have never been in a love like this
Oh, you move my soul every time we kiss
And I love how you heal;
I can't believe how alive I feel
Ahh, I have never been like this with a guy so fast before. Caleb....meh...Jon.....lets not get started. But Josh is different. All I wanna do is be with him. I really hope that I am not setting myself up for nothing. I told him that and he told me that I have nothing to worry about. So hopefully, he means it and we are going to be together for a long time (forever if I have it my way)
So, I drove back from Chicago this afternoon...that was fun. Josh fell asleep at like Rock Falls (HALFWAY) so I was pimpin it all by myself for like half the trip...oh well. I kept myself entertained. I sang and smoked....it was fun. It really sucked driving all that way though. I am so glad that I didnt choose a college that far away from home - I wouldn't have been able to handle it....Macomb is far enough....35 F'ing miles!
Okay, well I just got off the phone with my babe and so now, I am going to go and wait for him to get online so I can send him pics of the love of my life Stephanie....
Until later...Peace Out, Rock on, See Ya - BYE!!!