how long will i be waiting?
Scott just left. He's been over almost every single day after work. I wished tonight he wouldnt have to leave.. *sighs*
We arn't even going out but I feel like I could lay in his arms forever.. I dunno, its weird. He makes me remember what its like to be able to feel. To know what its like to smile. I haven't felt like this in such a long, long time.
We had a bit of an arguement the other night, because I wasnt sure where we stood so I kinda questioned him. I didnt think we were together, but because we had been acting like we are together, I thought i'd check. It was confirmed that we wern't and I was happy about that -- but at the same time I was upset because I have been acting to ... friendly towards him. Hugs & Kisses and such. *pouts* He said to me later that night that he had planned on asking me out the next day, but that was 3 days ago and i'm still single and hanging on. *sigh* hah i am so pathetic.
and yes, chris and i did only break up 2 weeks ago.. I know. I feel so awful because he's hurting so much, but I just.. dont seem to have any feelings towards him anymore. None except hate and anger anyways. =\ Is that normal?
We arn't even going out but I feel like I could lay in his arms forever.. I dunno, its weird. He makes me remember what its like to be able to feel. To know what its like to smile. I haven't felt like this in such a long, long time.
We had a bit of an arguement the other night, because I wasnt sure where we stood so I kinda questioned him. I didnt think we were together, but because we had been acting like we are together, I thought i'd check. It was confirmed that we wern't and I was happy about that -- but at the same time I was upset because I have been acting to ... friendly towards him. Hugs & Kisses and such. *pouts* He said to me later that night that he had planned on asking me out the next day, but that was 3 days ago and i'm still single and hanging on. *sigh* hah i am so pathetic.
and yes, chris and i did only break up 2 weeks ago.. I know. I feel so awful because he's hurting so much, but I just.. dont seem to have any feelings towards him anymore. None except hate and anger anyways. =\ Is that normal?