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So who's the coolest?
It's definitely me.
I've been crying since like 11:30 AM, on and off, because Matt decided to break up with me (although not necessarily forever, he's thinking about it?) and then hang out at my house all day.
It was alright, just really hard. I didn't want him to leave, even though he probably should have. It's really depressing that today may be (and likely is) the last time I ever see him as my boyfriend, or lover, or whatever the fuck you want to call him.
Apparently, so he says, it has nothing to do with me. I feel like I've heard this before.
I looked through a few old sketchbooks with Matt and Hunter. I used to be awesome, what happened? I used to be bitter and funny, now I'm just bitter. Is it because I don't have a daily dose of the crazy anymore?
Speaking of, my dad called me at 2:30 AM. As to why that's strange, he usually goes to sleep before 9 PM. It was nice, though, I guess.
My whole face is raw. Especially under my left eye because of the eczema that in recent months has manifested there. It looks like Hunter punched me in the face.
90s music.
It's definitely me.
I've been crying since like 11:30 AM, on and off, because Matt decided to break up with me (although not necessarily forever, he's thinking about it?) and then hang out at my house all day.
It was alright, just really hard. I didn't want him to leave, even though he probably should have. It's really depressing that today may be (and likely is) the last time I ever see him as my boyfriend, or lover, or whatever the fuck you want to call him.
Apparently, so he says, it has nothing to do with me. I feel like I've heard this before.
I looked through a few old sketchbooks with Matt and Hunter. I used to be awesome, what happened? I used to be bitter and funny, now I'm just bitter. Is it because I don't have a daily dose of the crazy anymore?
Speaking of, my dad called me at 2:30 AM. As to why that's strange, he usually goes to sleep before 9 PM. It was nice, though, I guess.
My whole face is raw. Especially under my left eye because of the eczema that in recent months has manifested there. It looks like Hunter punched me in the face.
90s music.