I had a kid, not the plague.

She's 19 months old now.

And pretty much all my "real life" friends have decided I'm not worth the time anymore.

BECAUSE I'M A MOM AND CAN'T DO SHIT FOR THEM ALL THE TIME ANYMORE, I'M GUESSING.

God-fucking-damnit.

Now I want to cry.

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Good news:

This afternoon, my muse came waltzing through the door.

Bad news:

Instead of bringing with him the last chapter of AYW, he brought a whole fucking new story with him.

WTF muse?!?

And now, I'm sitting here with my fingers twitching to start on it.  Fucking twitching.  I already sat down and outlined the whole story, character background, ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that thank God this was the last epidural...I hope ( Read more... )

Apparently, my laptop hard drive spazzed out on me over the weekend, and everything that I worked on over the past few days got fucked ( Read more... )

Is it sad that I already know that I'm going to be spending tomorrow wondering who won't remember it's my birthday?

And that I probably already know who will be on that list?

*sighs*

Guess the fuck what folks:

I can't have the fucking epidural tomorrow--apparently, I'm too sick for the procedure to be able to be done safely.  Evidently, not being able to swallow properly is deemed a surgical risk.

Instead, I'm back on 100% bed rest, which really doesn't change anything considering the whole "ow my herniated disc hurts" pretty ( Read more... )

Apparently, in my convalescence, some people are feeling abandoned and neglected.

Well guess what fucktards, NO ONE feels more abandoned and neglected than I do.

And used. Add used to that list, and we're good to go.

*"Your mother copulates with reindeer."

It's thundering right now, and there are buckets of rain falling from the sky.
The roads last night were completely rain-soaked, and some of them were pretty flooded.
I hate this kind of weather...and they expect another three inches of rain today.
Makes me kinda happy that my house is on a hill.

In other news:

Whoever was hired by the publisher of the ( Read more... )

I want my life back.

I think I was better off when I knew he wasn't here in the states...
I just logged onto my facebook to check it, and the Brit changed his status to "heading back home to NY" yesterday.
Which means he's coming home today.
And I know he won't call me or text me or bother at all, b/c he's a selfish bastard who says he loves me and yet treats me, his " ( Read more... )