A better note.
I couldn't do it.
I just couldn't do it.
As much as I try to avoid looking at my past writings
I couldn't bear to leave this on a such a down note.
At the least, I am required to say "Things Are Getting Better"
Or something.
I hesitate to write this because I don't know the repercussions of doing this
But I suppose it's necessary if I continue to make my absence so obvious here.
I have decided to write elsewhere.
No more angst-y rants for the time being, no more complaining about how much my life seems to suck
Because everyone's life sucks at some point, we all have problems, and we all have to learn how to deal with them. Not saying that it's not perfectly acceptable to complain about whatever is going on in your life, hell, if you don't you'll probably go crazy.
But
Instead of doing so here, I've decided to take a more analytical approach to the lessons we learn in this lifetime, since we don't have a previous one to compare it to, or a future one to look forward to.
Updates, Stories, Anecdotes, and overall amusement can now be found at my new Blog
"Aretai Dianoetikai" - http://suniemi.blogspot.com
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Just to clear the air from the previous post. I am gainfully employed now, once again with Houlihan's Restaurant Inc., just at a different location...one that takes me like an hour to get to, but I'm not complaining. Money is money.
My girlfriend and I are doing very well, we're trying to get our lives together...together.
It's a difficult concept for me to understand sometimes, I'm really used to doing everything on my own, and if I can't I feel like I'm not...I dunno...not a qualified person, or something like that.
I know it's stupid, so I'm trying to fix it. She's very good to me, I don't know why she puts up with me, but I'm so glad she does.
I am not yet in school, but I am planning on it. Community Colleges are fairly inexpensive, I may be able to afford it out of pocket, hopefully...anything for forestall those loan payments.
(I mean really, they're terrible.)
I am also in the middle of a search for a new place to live, I still desperately need to relocate, for my own sanity as well as the well-being of my relationship.
I believe something will show up...it'd better, lest I have to hurt someone.
Not sure exactly who...but someone will feel it.
...probably not, I'm far too lazy and unmotivated for all that nonsense.
So yes, things are getting better, thankfully. Even though sometimes it feels like the weight of stress is extremely heavy, I know it could always be worse, and that it will get better
So like many people, I push on, I push forward and I wait for my opportunities.
This is not my last entry, I know that.
But it may be a while before the next post.
Que Sera Sera...whatever will be, will be.
I just couldn't do it.
As much as I try to avoid looking at my past writings
I couldn't bear to leave this on a such a down note.
At the least, I am required to say "Things Are Getting Better"
Or something.
I hesitate to write this because I don't know the repercussions of doing this
But I suppose it's necessary if I continue to make my absence so obvious here.
I have decided to write elsewhere.
No more angst-y rants for the time being, no more complaining about how much my life seems to suck
Because everyone's life sucks at some point, we all have problems, and we all have to learn how to deal with them. Not saying that it's not perfectly acceptable to complain about whatever is going on in your life, hell, if you don't you'll probably go crazy.
But
Instead of doing so here, I've decided to take a more analytical approach to the lessons we learn in this lifetime, since we don't have a previous one to compare it to, or a future one to look forward to.
Updates, Stories, Anecdotes, and overall amusement can now be found at my new Blog
"Aretai Dianoetikai" - http://suniemi.blogspot.com
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Just to clear the air from the previous post. I am gainfully employed now, once again with Houlihan's Restaurant Inc., just at a different location...one that takes me like an hour to get to, but I'm not complaining. Money is money.
My girlfriend and I are doing very well, we're trying to get our lives together...together.
It's a difficult concept for me to understand sometimes, I'm really used to doing everything on my own, and if I can't I feel like I'm not...I dunno...not a qualified person, or something like that.
I know it's stupid, so I'm trying to fix it. She's very good to me, I don't know why she puts up with me, but I'm so glad she does.
I am not yet in school, but I am planning on it. Community Colleges are fairly inexpensive, I may be able to afford it out of pocket, hopefully...anything for forestall those loan payments.
(I mean really, they're terrible.)
I am also in the middle of a search for a new place to live, I still desperately need to relocate, for my own sanity as well as the well-being of my relationship.
I believe something will show up...it'd better, lest I have to hurt someone.
Not sure exactly who...but someone will feel it.
...probably not, I'm far too lazy and unmotivated for all that nonsense.
So yes, things are getting better, thankfully. Even though sometimes it feels like the weight of stress is extremely heavy, I know it could always be worse, and that it will get better
So like many people, I push on, I push forward and I wait for my opportunities.
This is not my last entry, I know that.
But it may be a while before the next post.
Que Sera Sera...whatever will be, will be.