If I just breathe...
Summer has come and gone, as it always does, and I have neglected my LJ for a long period of time (what else is new?). Anyways Cape Cod was relaxing and filled with seafood and beaches, and outdoor showers. I also hung out with all the gay lobsters, and Tess in Provincetown, and we got some quality henna tatoos and took some decent pictures. Some of them actually look like we just superimposed ourselves into Cape Cod, which is kind of amusing.
Blair's party was also pretty insane. I saw NYC in a different light, the night was beautiful, the boat was beautiful and the people were beautiful. Basically I couldn't have asked for a better way to end the summer than these past few days.
In other news, I'm officially a bear builder and I start on Thursday. School also starts tomorrow, and somehow I've already managed to get all sentimental, and I haven't even gotten through the first day. I should be all excited and happy go lucky about senior year, which I am to some extent, but I would be more so if I could just stop and smell the coffee and quit looking ahead and thinking about all the uncertainty in my future. I'm hoping that will take care of itself, because otherwise I'll just go bonkers. I also have nothing to wear tomorrow, or the rest of the of year for that matter, but usually I like to at least pretend on the first day of school that I didn't just roll out of bed, to give people the impression that I'm not a bum. Well we'll see what I can dig up. I do have some pretty fierce school supplies though, and if that doesn't make a girl feel feel invincible, I don't know what will. I do kind of wish I could compliment the school supplies with an outfit that I know is brand spanking new...ya know so I can feel absolutely ready to conquer the world if necessary, alas I'm a loser, and will have to fool myself into thinking I'm hot stuff without the new outfit.
Whatevs.
Cheers to stepping head first into a school year filled with love, friends, CHANGE, late nights, live journal entries and the occasional nervous breakdown.
good enough?
Blair's party was also pretty insane. I saw NYC in a different light, the night was beautiful, the boat was beautiful and the people were beautiful. Basically I couldn't have asked for a better way to end the summer than these past few days.
In other news, I'm officially a bear builder and I start on Thursday. School also starts tomorrow, and somehow I've already managed to get all sentimental, and I haven't even gotten through the first day. I should be all excited and happy go lucky about senior year, which I am to some extent, but I would be more so if I could just stop and smell the coffee and quit looking ahead and thinking about all the uncertainty in my future. I'm hoping that will take care of itself, because otherwise I'll just go bonkers. I also have nothing to wear tomorrow, or the rest of the of year for that matter, but usually I like to at least pretend on the first day of school that I didn't just roll out of bed, to give people the impression that I'm not a bum. Well we'll see what I can dig up. I do have some pretty fierce school supplies though, and if that doesn't make a girl feel feel invincible, I don't know what will. I do kind of wish I could compliment the school supplies with an outfit that I know is brand spanking new...ya know so I can feel absolutely ready to conquer the world if necessary, alas I'm a loser, and will have to fool myself into thinking I'm hot stuff without the new outfit.
Whatevs.
Cheers to stepping head first into a school year filled with love, friends, CHANGE, late nights, live journal entries and the occasional nervous breakdown.
good enough?