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i dont even know where to start. i went up to UD after work last night to visit my sis. well... eddie broke up with me at like 3am ONLINE. he said the reason was cuz he didnt wanna be with someone who didnt know what they wanted to do with their life. wtf?!? this really hit me out of the blue. 3 nights earlier he had said he could see us being together for a long time and that he hadnt been this happy in a while. and whenever we were out he'd pause and say "i really love you, you know that?". last night it was like a completely different person. one that wont even call to explain anything. it's like he wants to totally erase me.. but there were no warnings, no fights, nothing. and that's what i'm left with... nothing.
how'd i put my feelings out there again? i fucking know better. guess that's what i get.
i'm back home.. feeling like shit. life's really trying to fuck me over right now and i dont appreciate it.
how'd i put my feelings out there again? i fucking know better. guess that's what i get.
i'm back home.. feeling like shit. life's really trying to fuck me over right now and i dont appreciate it.