....love you like a tsunami wave

[mickeykk2007]

I found someone
a person that makes me smile
laugh
excited
I'm happy

But here I go again,
ruining a good thing
because I can't keep my mind from wondering
thinking of possible things that could happen
to ruin my happiness

I need to stop being such a drama queen
and just live life
fuck

There are so many good people here
I'm just too nervous to talk to them
why?!
I'm missing out on so much

I see people walk around, proud of who they are and I want to be like that
I want someone to look at me and feel that
But I seem to need reassurance that I am someone to look up to
otherwise, I tend to believe that I go unnoticed
overlooked
and invisible

I know what I need to realize
I just have no idea how to go about actually doing it