I'm irritable today anyway .. this should most certainly be ignored completely.
Some people have their heads so far up their fucking asses it just makes me wanna -
OH WAIT!!!! I've made this entry BEFORE!!!!!!!
Anyway. It's Simon's birthday. Happy birthday to someone who has yes, like magic, become just another complication, NOTHING ELSE. Why can't things just be simple and smooth? I swear to god that I know people who just COAST through life. I also know people who are so goddamned bored that they make up problems they don't really have just so they have a reason to freak out or bitch. Don't get me wrong, I can relate. I'm so bored right now I could jump out my skin. But I don't need other people's make believe crap added to everything I've already got going on. Everything is such bullshit though. Nothing that's happening to me right this second, this month, this year, is really going to end up MATTERING. It's not going anywhere, or adding up to anything. Nothing has! I'm so beyond ready to start the part of my life that'll matter forever, with the people who'll matter for always. I've been trying to collect them as I go, but somehow they keep disappearing ...
OH WAIT!!!! I've made this entry BEFORE!!!!!!!
Anyway. It's Simon's birthday. Happy birthday to someone who has yes, like magic, become just another complication, NOTHING ELSE. Why can't things just be simple and smooth? I swear to god that I know people who just COAST through life. I also know people who are so goddamned bored that they make up problems they don't really have just so they have a reason to freak out or bitch. Don't get me wrong, I can relate. I'm so bored right now I could jump out my skin. But I don't need other people's make believe crap added to everything I've already got going on. Everything is such bullshit though. Nothing that's happening to me right this second, this month, this year, is really going to end up MATTERING. It's not going anywhere, or adding up to anything. Nothing has! I'm so beyond ready to start the part of my life that'll matter forever, with the people who'll matter for always. I've been trying to collect them as I go, but somehow they keep disappearing ...