12 God, jesus in heaven.
So so so so so so so sooooooo tired.
Oh. I figured out the thing that bothers me about Ryan. This might feel like it's coming out of the blue, cuz for the past couple of weeks I've been all about that kid, like yay-Ryan!! And I am, I love all the kids I work with. But the thing that drives me mad about Ryan is that he never means a damn thing he says. I hate that! I hate it when people are like that - I can't do it. It's like today: I got off work early (because I was really about to go crazy) and I'd clocked out and was fixing to leave. Ryan was ringing someone up and they ordered some green tea, which we have to get from the back whenever people order it. So I went to get the ice and the tea for him, and when he turned around from giving them their credit card back, I was there, handing it out to him when he turned around. And he's all, "Awwwwwww, how sweet. You're so sweet, aren't you?" Fuck you! Yes, I am. But it's like, I know he neither cares or means it. And it just pisses me off. And it's like EVERYWORDHESAYS. Just like every word out of Luis' mouth is a LIE. God, I'm just so tired. I really like this guy Shon who started working there recently, because he is neither a bullshitter nor a liar, and it's so refreshing. Talking to him is so EASY.
There was supposed to be more to that, like how I feel about Luis acting like I have a crush on Ryan, but I just may have to save that kind of crap for after I sleep a little. Jesus, thank god my period's over. I need those birth control pills like nobody's business. :o
Ooh and also: as soon as I get some sleep (a nap!! yayish) I'm going to finish writing about the week Grant died. I have a word document (six pages already) started and everything.
Oh. I figured out the thing that bothers me about Ryan. This might feel like it's coming out of the blue, cuz for the past couple of weeks I've been all about that kid, like yay-Ryan!! And I am, I love all the kids I work with. But the thing that drives me mad about Ryan is that he never means a damn thing he says. I hate that! I hate it when people are like that - I can't do it. It's like today: I got off work early (because I was really about to go crazy) and I'd clocked out and was fixing to leave. Ryan was ringing someone up and they ordered some green tea, which we have to get from the back whenever people order it. So I went to get the ice and the tea for him, and when he turned around from giving them their credit card back, I was there, handing it out to him when he turned around. And he's all, "Awwwwwww, how sweet. You're so sweet, aren't you?" Fuck you! Yes, I am. But it's like, I know he neither cares or means it. And it just pisses me off. And it's like EVERYWORDHESAYS. Just like every word out of Luis' mouth is a LIE. God, I'm just so tired. I really like this guy Shon who started working there recently, because he is neither a bullshitter nor a liar, and it's so refreshing. Talking to him is so EASY.
There was supposed to be more to that, like how I feel about Luis acting like I have a crush on Ryan, but I just may have to save that kind of crap for after I sleep a little. Jesus, thank god my period's over. I need those birth control pills like nobody's business. :o
Ooh and also: as soon as I get some sleep (a nap!! yayish) I'm going to finish writing about the week Grant died. I have a word document (six pages already) started and everything.