Anyway ... I talked to Courtney last night =) It went really well. She didn't even mention anything I'd said, and I didn't really feel like we needed to. I guess that's what happens after seventeen years of friendship. Anyway we're hopefully going to get together this weekend to do fun stuff, and she's looking into coming to the Hanson concert with Amanda and me as well. Woot. The Brent-thing has not gone as well as the Courtney-thing (I guess it just shows me who I'm really still friends with, and who's even worth it to begin with), and I once again have to just ask myself WHY DO I BOTHER? He must have gotten the comment(s) I left him in his journal by now, and the lack of response basically means he just doesn't give a shit. (I'm not too sure why I'm surprised - he pretty much never cared about me.) I mean, clearly it wasn't me he was talking about in his journal entry, and it was stupid of me to think an apology might be coming or to even think I deserved one in the first place.
OH WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I tried. And then tried again. AND THEN TRIED AGAIN. Who knows, in the not-so-distant future, I might be dumb enough to try again. Best wishes to him. Really. I hope the rest of his life goes as smoothly for him as it has so far. Props to you, Brent. May you be able to continue along, oblivious, steadfast, and unscathed, while other people get bit in the ass for even trying with you.
I got a job today. Everyone give me a round of applause, cuz I'm really excited about it. I'm going to work at Einstein's bagels. =)) I've never been there, but it smelled really good when I went in there. The guy was so excited I was even applying, he practically handed me the job. Right now, my greatest asset is that I'm free to work WHENEVER. Which would of course be since I'm not at school during the day. This whole not-going-back-to-UNT thing gets cooler and cooler everyday. MUAH. I'm in an exceptionally good mood today.