quit playin games with myyyy hearrrtt...
i've been doing a lot of thinking lately. not just about how much i hate life, but like... i dont know
i realized this today. i have met like no new people in school this year. and it pisses me off. i almost want to move away and meet ALL new people, and i can become who i want to be. i can meet who i meet and get to know who i want to. and i want to meet a decent guy, due to the fact that our school lacks in that general area. not that i dont love everyone, because i do, but its so boring. the sammmmeee peeeeooopllee...
and like my biology class is completely tuskawillian, geometry, the combined IQ of the entire class is 500, and i'm being fair, volleyball.. eh.. its a general class, french too, and alg 2.. sucks, mostly composed of idiotic juniors. and english.. actually, english is pretty cool. i really like that class. and lots of cool people too. like lyrone and jeff and scotty and stuff. they're fun.
but i sit in geometry.. and stare out the window.. onto the practice field below. god, that damn place brings back so many memories.. i wonder how justin is doing, i havent talked to him in forever, he was so much fun!
so i sit here and i wonder.
i sit listening to old music, and with each passing song memories flood back.
its interesting..
i like the backstreet boys! i mean, they were trendy, and retarded, but really, their songs werent THAT bad, and they are catchy!
and.. stuff..
...i dont know, i'm just like really passive, and i dont really care about anything at the moment.
i'm sad, but theres nothing i can do about it, life sucks, school sucks, relationships suck, and i suck at swimming.
and my ankle hurts like a bitch...
i realized this today. i have met like no new people in school this year. and it pisses me off. i almost want to move away and meet ALL new people, and i can become who i want to be. i can meet who i meet and get to know who i want to. and i want to meet a decent guy, due to the fact that our school lacks in that general area. not that i dont love everyone, because i do, but its so boring. the sammmmeee peeeeooopllee...
and like my biology class is completely tuskawillian, geometry, the combined IQ of the entire class is 500, and i'm being fair, volleyball.. eh.. its a general class, french too, and alg 2.. sucks, mostly composed of idiotic juniors. and english.. actually, english is pretty cool. i really like that class. and lots of cool people too. like lyrone and jeff and scotty and stuff. they're fun.
but i sit in geometry.. and stare out the window.. onto the practice field below. god, that damn place brings back so many memories.. i wonder how justin is doing, i havent talked to him in forever, he was so much fun!
so i sit here and i wonder.
i sit listening to old music, and with each passing song memories flood back.
its interesting..
i like the backstreet boys! i mean, they were trendy, and retarded, but really, their songs werent THAT bad, and they are catchy!
and.. stuff..
...i dont know, i'm just like really passive, and i dont really care about anything at the moment.
i'm sad, but theres nothing i can do about it, life sucks, school sucks, relationships suck, and i suck at swimming.
and my ankle hurts like a bitch...