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you know, i dont know what i want.
half of me wants him to go be happy with her and to not care about me.
the other half wants him down in his hands and knees pleading his condolances. to say he's sorry, sorry for everything, for this summer, for toying with me, for now, for treating me like the third wheel, for breaking my heart, for being so ignorant, and to declare that he wants me, and not her.
..god, i make myself sick.
half of me wants him to go be happy with her and to not care about me.
the other half wants him down in his hands and knees pleading his condolances. to say he's sorry, sorry for everything, for this summer, for toying with me, for now, for treating me like the third wheel, for breaking my heart, for being so ignorant, and to declare that he wants me, and not her.
..god, i make myself sick.