a realisation
it suddenly dawned on me how the talk emerged. he has never seen me with shopping bags. in fact, most of my pacakges are so small, i usually throw them into my handbag.
whenever he calls and asks me what i'm doing, it's usually, "i'm looking at heels", "i'm looking at stuff online", "i'm at wisma". i'm never at home watching TV or if i'm out, i'm never at the driving school or at Gaia. i'm always in a shop.
ohhh.. and i should stop asking him if my earrings are pretty. yesterday he asked, "never seen them before, are they new?" they're not new but i have so many, i can wear a different pair every day of the month.
i've to start thinking of ways to channel said funds back into the bank. i'm feeling guilty. :(