verge of ... something ...
no i havent died or anything ... i am alive just been tending to myself as of late ... i moved again to west seattle ... OMG the dutchess is so happy to have a yard and to play with the crazy kitty next door Banshee.... aside from that been house sitting for a week in issaquah at my freind jen's house ... i am finding i keep sleeping tons and tons ...
i also saw TRANSFORMERS twice yeah thats right twice in les than a week ... i guess i like it since i havent seen a really entertaining movie in a while ... i have been enjoying some time with low maintennace me for a while ... there are all sorts of crazy things entering my world ,,, i am a bit scared of it all cause it seems as if things are really working out for me ... i am not used to that ...
i have many things taking place in the works i think i may have found a new collaborator .,.. in many arenas of my life ,,, but as i try always to do one moment at a atime .,.. i have noticed still a bout of depression in me ... i am not sure why ... i think i am missing something i didnt expect to miss ... i am so glad to take time in the events i have before me though i know that something is there ... there is still that shift ... been listening to Darren Hayes new song and i am in love iwth his voice ,,, inspiration all around me ,...
As strange as it is to say i am at a loss for what to say ... i feel kinda excited about being under the radar ... i am living life a little less over the top and extreme ... and not so out in the open ... it is almost like i am getting to experience things on my terms and noone can tell me if its right or wrong ,.. i am trusting my gut...
i know i am on the verge of something wonderful....
i also saw TRANSFORMERS twice yeah thats right twice in les than a week ... i guess i like it since i havent seen a really entertaining movie in a while ... i have been enjoying some time with low maintennace me for a while ... there are all sorts of crazy things entering my world ,,, i am a bit scared of it all cause it seems as if things are really working out for me ... i am not used to that ...
i have many things taking place in the works i think i may have found a new collaborator .,.. in many arenas of my life ,,, but as i try always to do one moment at a atime .,.. i have noticed still a bout of depression in me ... i am not sure why ... i think i am missing something i didnt expect to miss ... i am so glad to take time in the events i have before me though i know that something is there ... there is still that shift ... been listening to Darren Hayes new song and i am in love iwth his voice ,,, inspiration all around me ,...
As strange as it is to say i am at a loss for what to say ... i feel kinda excited about being under the radar ... i am living life a little less over the top and extreme ... and not so out in the open ... it is almost like i am getting to experience things on my terms and noone can tell me if its right or wrong ,.. i am trusting my gut...
i know i am on the verge of something wonderful....