he did it again
i really don't understand how i can possibly keep letting frank hurt me like this. its like for so long i hold onto the grudge and stay hard and then after awhile it gets too tiring... so i forgive and than i end up getting fucking hurt again. and its not even necessarily about me being hurt it kill me even more to see my mom crying every time. it makes me want to kill him. but really i gah. i don't know.
other than that life is pretty great. i'm loving my boy living with me. my fear of getting annoyed with him hasn't been proven right as of now. and its been like 3 weeks non stop. and i'm still loving it just as much... he does things to me that no boy ever has. and i mean in everyway... dirty...=P
other than that life is pretty great. i'm loving my boy living with me. my fear of getting annoyed with him hasn't been proven right as of now. and its been like 3 weeks non stop. and i'm still loving it just as much... he does things to me that no boy ever has. and i mean in everyway... dirty...=P