never ever.
i'm losing my mind.
what could possibly be making me hurt like this.
right now i would give or do anything to numb this pain.
i need anything.
marijuana. (my favorite option)
intimate affection.
muscle relaxers.
alcohol.
anything at this point... the thought of cutting has even come into play.. but fuck that.
i.
need to be better. like now. i don't fucking understand this at all.
fuck fuck fuck
what could possibly be making me hurt like this.
right now i would give or do anything to numb this pain.
i need anything.
marijuana. (my favorite option)
intimate affection.
muscle relaxers.
alcohol.
anything at this point... the thought of cutting has even come into play.. but fuck that.
i.
need to be better. like now. i don't fucking understand this at all.
fuck fuck fuck