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i'm so sick of this depression. i don't get it. i feel so empty...but i don't think thats the right word... and i don't know if its just the seasonal crap i always get; or what. but i hate it alot. and this kid really doesn't have much more room inside me anymore. so i'm uncomfortable all the time. can't sleep. can't eat. can't stand or walk for too long. have to pee all the damn time. i just want to break down right now. but i feel like i can't; like its unacceptable or something.fuck i don't know. i guess i just needed to vent a little bit right now...