Dec 31, 2006 17:42
Well these past few days have been pretty alright. I've been preparing myself for the venue today. I'm more willing then ever to put myself out there. I have the support of my friends and some of my family. That is all I need. The fear, the doubt will be nonexistent as I plunge myself fully into the ideal of momentary power and pleasure. Perhaps I've always had the tools yet it's been my ability to hold on to the past that has kept me from achieving what I truly desire at any given time. Now for this day, opportunity will not pass me by, I will make the best of any situation that comes along and presents itself to me. Period