Random?

Apr 13, 2005 13:00

Hey all. How's everyone? Yesterday was a funny day. Funny as in laughable and silly. Yesterday I spoke to a few of my friends from LI. They informed me off all the theft and stuff that was going on. It's ironic. I thought in the suburbs that nothing ever happend. I guess it's more like wherever there's people there's something going on, right? Well yesterday the lady that was supposed to train me wasn't there and I came to find out that there was a substitute. Oh well. If I don't get the job what's new. =D In want to chill around a bit more anyways.

Yesterday I found out that some racist mexican dude was mad at me for speaking to his ex. I knew the guy because I go to his school to pick up Darnell so we can chill and he's the loudest looking one there. A tuft of hair on his head with all the "goth" attire. I didn't pay him any mind really. Yet yesterday Darnell came to me and told me about all the shit he was talking and whatnot. At first I was amused. "C'mon a mexican racist!". I chuckled. "He's like one of the worst races evar! They aspire to do nothing but landscaping." Then I grew kinda annoyed. Why you might ask,not because he said "Stay away from her." but because, I realized that he didn't know me from a hole in the wall. So instead of being a total prick and taking this directly to him I decided to be nice. I called Stephanie (his ex) and told her that we needed to talk.

Eventually after a minute or two of talking I headed over to Burger King to meet up with her. We sat and got slushies. She then came along and the conversation grew hot.(atm I'm dying with laughter, it was so tragic. I actually feel bad for the dude now.)I then confronted her about what he said and how she said something about me to him. She then grew defensive and kept on asking me if "I was okay?". I just laughed and smiled my was through her questions, knowing that I was fine yet making her feel uneasy ~magically~. It's weird but I think she expected me to be mad, and because I wasn't she couldn't read, understand, or know what I was thinking. I guess the "Are you ok?" was a way to break some invisible non-existant barrier to make me become what she expected to see "A sorry depressed sap." or "A fuming uncontrolled anger.". I then told her that she better tell him to relax cuz if I ever go to the school and he approaches me in the wrong way, I'll give him a tooth chipper. Y'know just because I like her doesn't mean I won't straight ruin his face. She then grew upset with him because he couldn't keep a "Secret". Some secret. lol

So then the conversation when to the day when I didn't speak to her after our conversation about us. I told her I wasn't mad at her. I just wanted to be alone. What did she expect, for me to want to celebrate after that type of news? O_o Sorry please don't break out the streamers, I'm kinda upset. I also pointed out to her how she assumed that I didn't want to speak to her evar. Which wasn't the case obviously. She then went into this stream of apology. It was quite annoying.

We then left and was walking towards sunrise and Darnell grilled her about this time her and her ex had this arguement and how he treated her like shit for something that was his fault. I was kinda dissappointed that she would want to be with someone who'll treat her like shit, constantly. Maybe it was a blessing that I'm not with her. I guess in the end it's all about feelings not just positive ones. Afterwards she kept on saying to me that I should be angry at her and all this other stuff. I told her I was fine yet she still didn't accept it. She thought I was lying. Which I wasn't, cuz ya'll know how I am when I'm upset. I'll tell you. Simply. I then just flat out told her that she was paranoid and even if I was mad there was nothing she could do about it. We then walked our seperate ways for a few moments..

I then ran up to her and picked her up. She started to laugh, scream and do all sorts of silly noises. I then told her "Stop being paranoid". I then let her down and I guess she was suprised at how I picked her up because she then was feeling on my arms for muscle. (O_o?) She then said this "I'm only with him because I've known him longer. I need to know you, know you." I then decided to play stupid. I asked her what she was talking about. She then switched back to logic mode and said that she didn't say anything and that I was being silly. I got offended yet I held it in. I asked her again and she refused so I let it go. I then started to walk away. I decided that well maybe I was right in the beginning yesterday.

I can't lie. This would be kinda uber. Roses and Breakfast in bed. We can do that one day. =DDDDD~

http://www.empirearcadia.com/battlefield/bat-035.htm

Just look at the link. When you see duck of course that's me. Opps the cyber center is closing. So I must run. I'll type more tomorrow and make up. =D
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