Dec 10, 2010 18:10
I'm afraid my winter break won't be relaxing at all. I don't really want to go home. Not for an entire month. I mean I miss the house, my friends, the beach, etc., but my parents and I don't really get along and I just feel like going home is going to be a ridiculously depressing experience. I've been so weighed down by complicated relationships and schoolwork that I know I need this break to distance myself from Vassar and Vassar people, but Bayport has its own way of closing in on me.
People are also saying that Stasi may be dating someone else now, which honestly shouldn't upset me, because we had our chance, and it wasn't meant to be, but I wanted to spend time with him regardless. I don't think I can do that now.
This semester ended just fine. Still a few loose ends that need some tying, but overall, I'm happy and proud of my first few months at college.
home,
people,
vassar