and i thought what i felt was simple
Okay, so the tryst with Gold was regrettable, but for what it was, I definitely missed having someone close again. Skin against bare skin. The breeze felt soft. Liberating. While the fireflies made their lazy patterns in and out of the trees and tall grass, I closed my eyes and felt passionate about everyone and everything.
And then there's Swim Team. Everyone disapproves because they see what they want to see. But despite everything that happened, I saw something else. Wednesday night can't come any sooner.
Still not sure what to do about City or Crash, though. I thought that what I felt for City was under control, until I almost wanted to throw up when I found out. I'm not gonna be that girl. And who am I to get in between them? Just because it's not serious doesn't give me a right to try anything.
Crash is being Crash, as usual. Maybe I shouldn't be such a cradle robber because it's exhausting trying to figure him out. I need to see he's in this too, and I've been giving him more than enough room to show me how he really feels.
And then there's Swim Team. Everyone disapproves because they see what they want to see. But despite everything that happened, I saw something else. Wednesday night can't come any sooner.
Still not sure what to do about City or Crash, though. I thought that what I felt for City was under control, until I almost wanted to throw up when I found out. I'm not gonna be that girl. And who am I to get in between them? Just because it's not serious doesn't give me a right to try anything.
Crash is being Crash, as usual. Maybe I shouldn't be such a cradle robber because it's exhausting trying to figure him out. I need to see he's in this too, and I've been giving him more than enough room to show me how he really feels.