*mimicking claws*
i've been super bitchy journal... to my gf especially (even though in my own defense, i give what i get). nonetheless, she's done soooo well at wk, and i'm so proud of her--only i'm super competitive and i'm also a little jealous. she's the boss's new rising star, and she gets to do all the little things for the boss that i used to do (this is unreasonable especially since i have taken a step up and am second in command). still... her stats were better than mines this week and these past four weeks (which is a first, but apparently i am slipping--this is mildly unreasonable as competition is good and keeps you on your toes, plus she's my gf and i want her to do as good as me or better--and when she does i'm all of a sudden bitchy about it?). anywayz, i realize that i am being unreasonable OK? i know this, but i can't help it. i actually can help it and i will--only i want my 5mins to bitch OK, THX! c/s in other news, it is almost monday. this makes me happy even though my gf is being childish and immature (more bitching, i realize this *adjusting attitude*). ENOUGH WITH THE BITCHINESS ALREADY! *taking deep breath* why the hell am i so bitchy lately? lack of sleep? is mother nature coming to visit me? am i automatically in bitchy mode due to my financial state or lack thereof? WHAT? *sighing* this too shall pass i'm sure...in the meantime, will someone out there send me a hug? more to come...