fed up
me and chris got into another one on friday. im so lost...
it was our 1 year ann. and it was such a good day. i went down to campus and got him a pair of dog tags with our names and anniversarys on them.they are cute. i cooked dinner (yeah me!) it was really good. then we went out to karma. i looked really cute. i need to remember to bring cameras with me. anyways. we hung out with soe friends. chris acctually went out and danced. which he hasnt done in forever. i was so proud of him cause i like watcing him dance. we were just drinking a lot... having a good night. then we decided that we were gonna do some coke (idiots). but its my baby.
so we got to this guys house, and chris went to the atm to get money. came back said he couldnt find his card.
so we both drove to the atm. but couldnt find his card anywhere. all the sudden he screams something like "what the fuck katie. you lost my card. you are so fucking irresponsible" blah blah blah. i just kind of stood there in shock as he screamed and screamed at me. saying all this stuff. and i started crying. and then he starts making fun of me for crying. hes such a jerk. then he left me. like 20 miles from home. in the middle of the parking lot. then he came back. i just wish once he would follow through with his actions.
so i drove home cause he drives like a retard when he is upset and i wouldnt get in the car with him. i was just quiet the whole time. i stopped in front of our house and told him i would be in in a second. he got out of the car and i drove away.
he called me and asked for the keys to the other car, so i went back and gave them to him. as i pulled away he sort of jumped closer to the car and i guess i ran over his foot.
so he calls me telling me he was going to call the cops and tell them i was drunk and i tried to hit him and all this stuff. once again.. he never follows through with his actions. i wish he would.
i cant stop thinking about the way that he talk to me. then he gets mad when i dont want to his him.
how can you be affectionate with someone that talks to you like your shit
it was our 1 year ann. and it was such a good day. i went down to campus and got him a pair of dog tags with our names and anniversarys on them.they are cute. i cooked dinner (yeah me!) it was really good. then we went out to karma. i looked really cute. i need to remember to bring cameras with me. anyways. we hung out with soe friends. chris acctually went out and danced. which he hasnt done in forever. i was so proud of him cause i like watcing him dance. we were just drinking a lot... having a good night. then we decided that we were gonna do some coke (idiots). but its my baby.
so we got to this guys house, and chris went to the atm to get money. came back said he couldnt find his card.
so we both drove to the atm. but couldnt find his card anywhere. all the sudden he screams something like "what the fuck katie. you lost my card. you are so fucking irresponsible" blah blah blah. i just kind of stood there in shock as he screamed and screamed at me. saying all this stuff. and i started crying. and then he starts making fun of me for crying. hes such a jerk. then he left me. like 20 miles from home. in the middle of the parking lot. then he came back. i just wish once he would follow through with his actions.
so i drove home cause he drives like a retard when he is upset and i wouldnt get in the car with him. i was just quiet the whole time. i stopped in front of our house and told him i would be in in a second. he got out of the car and i drove away.
he called me and asked for the keys to the other car, so i went back and gave them to him. as i pulled away he sort of jumped closer to the car and i guess i ran over his foot.
so he calls me telling me he was going to call the cops and tell them i was drunk and i tried to hit him and all this stuff. once again.. he never follows through with his actions. i wish he would.
i cant stop thinking about the way that he talk to me. then he gets mad when i dont want to his him.
how can you be affectionate with someone that talks to you like your shit