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[mia2ana]

im becomming so obsessed about my weight. its killing me. i dont know why. maybe it was because when i came home i thought i would be happy if i weighed like, 125. i knew i wouldnt be happy, but i would figure at least i didnt gain a shit load of weight since i hadnt been paying attention. i weighed 115. yesterday i weighed 111. fuux. i threw up

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[flawed__logic]

i really *shouldn't* respond to this, because...yeah. when it comes to children i'm ultra sensitive.... i protect them, it's just part of me. so this was touchy, but, it's your thoughts so i won't say anything other than:

i really hope you find some help soon. you are worth more than 100 pounds. 100 pounds won't make you happy, you know this. you will just want to go lower and lower. What's next? 90? 80? When will it be enough? 100 pounds is will not bring you anything except hunger, bruises, aches and pains, coldness, and all the other health problems associated with starvation. you're praying not to be pregnant (and with your mind set, I'm praying you aren't, either)... you will have to start praying that you don't have a heart attack.

and i know i'm being harsh...but i care about you. and perhaps i shouldn't talk because i'm not recovered, myself. but i'm trying........ please try. you're worth more than 100.

*hugs*

[mia2ana]

ouch... i know that if i was pregnant, i wouldnt continue with this. that is why i am terrified of being so. not because i dont want the baby, but because i dont want to fuck it up. my boyfriend would never let me in a million years though. if i am, he will watch my back, and try everything in the world to help me get better. there are other things that i would have to give up if i was, smoking, drinking... but i am willing to do both of those in a heart beat no matter how hard, so i know that i would be able to give the ed up too. although it would be hard, my little family would mean the world to me...

[flawed__logic]

good.... sorry i was harsh..... take care of yourself.