update...
so i just got home last weekend. i am now... for the first time in two years, home to stay. yeah! it was sooo sooo sad to leave tracie. and my other friends. but trey the most. she is the most awesomest... stubborn... stuck up... best friend that i have ever had. i miss her to death! i am going to go see her in a few weeks i hope and pray.
so i didnt think that i was prgressing on the weight thing at all. i was eating a lot less, but i hadnt weighed myself in a long time. when i came home i saw my sister. she just looked at me and almost started crying. she knows about my ed. she just looked and was like... omgod... you are sooo skinny. i cant believe it. my dad was like you look like you lost a million lbs. my mom was on the phone when i saw her, but just mouthed the words... you look soo skinny. everyone has been saying stuff about it. i thougt i was prolly around 120 still. which still would have been a loss for me. but i got on the scale and it said 112. 112!!! i couldnt believe it. this is deff my lowest weight. i have noticed that my ribs stand out a lot more. they always were very visible in front, but in the back, the are deff noticible. that makes me happy. now i am determind to get down to 100. i dont want to be lower than that. but i know my family will say stuff if i drop more weight. i dont know, oh well. i am just excited that i am at my lowest.
i got the pics back from my camera with me and trey in them. and i really really noticed how skinny i look in all of those pics. i was amazed. oh well, im out for now. more to come later
so i didnt think that i was prgressing on the weight thing at all. i was eating a lot less, but i hadnt weighed myself in a long time. when i came home i saw my sister. she just looked at me and almost started crying. she knows about my ed. she just looked and was like... omgod... you are sooo skinny. i cant believe it. my dad was like you look like you lost a million lbs. my mom was on the phone when i saw her, but just mouthed the words... you look soo skinny. everyone has been saying stuff about it. i thougt i was prolly around 120 still. which still would have been a loss for me. but i got on the scale and it said 112. 112!!! i couldnt believe it. this is deff my lowest weight. i have noticed that my ribs stand out a lot more. they always were very visible in front, but in the back, the are deff noticible. that makes me happy. now i am determind to get down to 100. i dont want to be lower than that. but i know my family will say stuff if i drop more weight. i dont know, oh well. i am just excited that i am at my lowest.
i got the pics back from my camera with me and trey in them. and i really really noticed how skinny i look in all of those pics. i was amazed. oh well, im out for now. more to come later