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my BMI is under 21 now... i think. cause i dont know how much i weigh. but if i weigh how much i think i do... at 5'2" 114 i have a BMI of 20.9 i wonder how much i weigh
i have listened to the song mr brightside by the killers about a million times.
"cause i just cant look its killing me, and taking control"
there are about a million lines in that song that make me think of... fuux.
i feel so alone. like paranoid alone. like everyone is leaving me, or conspiring against me. or like im fucking dreaming. i thought we had a meeting this morning. but there is literally no one in the office. i checked my email. and i had one email from the guy that... ummm... made me really really uncomfortable last night. then i check my friends journal and there are like 2 entries, when usualy there are like 3 pages of them. wtf is going on. i am so miserable. i think i am the sadest person in the world. i hate that.
i have listened to the song mr brightside by the killers about a million times.
"cause i just cant look its killing me, and taking control"
there are about a million lines in that song that make me think of... fuux.
i feel so alone. like paranoid alone. like everyone is leaving me, or conspiring against me. or like im fucking dreaming. i thought we had a meeting this morning. but there is literally no one in the office. i checked my email. and i had one email from the guy that... ummm... made me really really uncomfortable last night. then i check my friends journal and there are like 2 entries, when usualy there are like 3 pages of them. wtf is going on. i am so miserable. i think i am the sadest person in the world. i hate that.