Apr 18, 2005 18:52
i still dont know why i care. really. i dont know why i live my life constantly thinking about someone who now is really nothing more to me than a stranger. i dont know you anymore. i dont know why i still care about you when you did those things you did: easily the worst things ever done to me in my entire life. just like everything else you've ever done. you say one thing but go out and do the complete opposite. you say youre sorry and that it hurts you too, but you find a new "love" the next week (literally). yeah, its been well over a month since i last talked to you and you're starting to fade quicker as the days go by, but in all reality, itll be much longer before you're truely gone.
today rocked. 75 and sunny in april? wheres the april showers bring may flowers? who cares, and enjoy the sun. school has turned into social hour for me. i can safely say that i have not done a single thing of homework since december, with the exception of ap calc. speaking of AP, theres maybe 2 weeks until hell week.