February Break
Alright since I’m going to have a buttload of work for basically the next 8 weeks I might as well do an update now so that you all know about my wonderful vacation before I forget it all. Basically it wasn’t anything so thrilling or exciting (Long Island never is) but I still had a great time and of course miss good ol’ 11710. Evan went to visit Melissa the whole week so I went to visit him for a couple of hours before he left as soon as I got home. Brooke was goin to Cali for vacay so I also hung with her Friday night in order to get my monthly dose of Brookis before she left. Joey was in Florida so I couldn’t see him until he came home Wednesday. Lastly, Dana’s sis came home so I couldn’t hang out with her right away. So it was just Sean and I with Pils, Alex, Kim, Robyn, and Heather. Not bad at all…it gave me a lot of time to bond with those in the group that I don’t get to speak to as often. Friday was basically a Coldstone trip where I saw Pils and Alex with Sean of course and Brooke and then got to see Kim and Robyn. After that every day was either visiting workers in Coldstone, poker, bowling (twice in a row!!), and eating lunch or dinner out. I spent some time with the rents as well; Tanger and dinner with my mommy in which I bought all of Aeropostale and much of PacSun and tennis with my daddy. I’m actually not that bad although I thought I was terrible since I hadn’t played in over a year. The last weekend Matt came home so I got to see him, which is good since I may not see him again until April or May. It was nice to see him and we had a good weekend. Besides that every day was spent with Sean. We did everything together and spent every night together, which made us both happy since we haven’t seen each other in a while nor will we see each other for at least another 4 weeks maybe even more… We even played board games together when we got bored haha. I wish I was with him right now though. Waking up knowing that he’s more than the few miles away he would be if I were home is like torture. But I know we can get through this. Only 8 more weeks of this distance crap with a break to see each other halfway through and hopefully we’ll never have to go through this again. Or at least we’ll have 4 straight months together. However, right now I’m so tired and depressed and in no mood to give details of this vacation so you will all have to deal with what I’ve written. Thinking of it so soon after it’s over is painful. This vacation was amazing and I learned so much about myself with Sean that I can’t even explain it all. I’m just gonna go for now and hope that the mass amounts of work that I have will stress me out enough to make time go by fast and help me forget about my emotions that cause me pain. If I’m lucky this weekend I’ll visit my bro in Philly and see Flogging Molly again. Also, if things work out I may live in a suite next year but no matter what I have a terrible number and will have to live in a double with in a suite or not. Fortunately I’m guaranteed the best roomie ever…Lauren!!!! That’s the only exciting thing I can look forward to. For now I’m going though. Leave comments if you can think of anything to say cause I’d love to read them and have something nice to look back to like my previous entry to make me feel better. I’m thinking about you guys all the time TCC. Summer ’05 is gonna be sick!
If I can c h o o s e, it’s only you…<3