Jan 31, 2005 13:05
So it’s the weirdest thing. All day today all I could think about was TCC. I don’t know if it’s because I’ll be home again in three weeks or because after February Break I only have about 8 more weeks (give or take a few days) left of classes and then I’m home for April Break and school is over. It could also be because I spent last night discussing them with my friends here, telling them all about TCC and the best memories of my life. Nevertheless, my mind was at home today. It’s definitely not because I’m incredibly homesick or whatnot. I’ve made a semi-lifestyle here; one that I am basically happy with. I keep up with my work, I have fun on weekends with two or three people that I really like, and I relax at night while watching TV. I have a balance here between work and fun (a work ethic per se) that I certainly did not have at home. However, it’s the crazy, un-planned, homestyle that I enjoy better. I don’t like planning out every single little thing I do here so that I have time to do the fun things they have to offer. But it has come to that conclusion in order for me to balance my time. But, since my thoughts were elsewhere today, this entry is going to be an ode to my friends at home.
Strange as it seems, it was almost a year ago when I first became friends with these guys. That may seem like a long time, but for me it’s nothing of the sort. I feel like I’ve known these guys forever. Plus, a year is nothing for the amount of drama we have all gone through. The “originals” as I like to call them were Joey, Dana, Matt, Pilnick, Evan, and Sean. That entire group of people used to be friends with other people in camp. However, that was all about to change. An argument between some and an invitation to a Super Bowl Party began it all. I met each and every one of them and began to make conversation with them. Matt and I began to speak more online and Dana and I began to relate to one another. Soon after it was February Break and towards the end Evan IMed me when he had returned from Florida. This moment to me was the true beginning of my friendship with TCC, as we have so fondly began to call ourselves. Evan and I instantly related to one another and soon became fast friends. From that point on, I had a real social life. I would go to school and deal but every Friday I knew that I would come home and have something to do that weekend and that is without a doubt the best feeling in the world. Life didn’t seem so boring anymore, nor did every day feel like I would just be waking up and going through the motions. Life became spontaneous and fun. And that was something I desperately needed.
One day, Evan, Joey, and I were at Dana’s discussing SAT words and after a discussion on the word cacophonous, Dana made a very loud and…well…cacophonous noise, which soon became our group’s name. We needed something to identify our clique and this just became it: The Cacophony Crew. I knew then that I had found the people that were going to be my best friends. You guys were exactly what I needed, especially with all the drama and shit I went through in high school and my friends there.
Later on, Evan, Matt, Pilnick, and Joey formed a band. This was a turning point in our group. Due to some extenuating circumstances, Alex became a part of the band and Joey quit. This brought Alex and Kim into the group, and soon after Robyn and Heather. It’s funny because people like Pilnick and Robyn that I have known for such a long but never really spoke to became my best friends. During the summer, Brooke came to Rolling River and became part of our group, and now with me getting a lot closer to Melissa and her introduction to Evan and of course dating him, she too has become part of TCC. My best memory with these guys is the night that STL played for us. Everyone got to be involved. Joey got to play a very familiar song to him, Sean got to sing, and all of our parents got to see what kind of people their kids are friends with. I’ll never forget that day, it just stands out so much in my mind. You guys better do another one of those this summer!
So, after all the driving around to different towns, bowling trips, mini-golf outings, sleepovers, nights of swimming, playing pool, going out to dinner, seeing movies, and taking care of one another, the group has become pretty close. I can confidently say that I have already met the people that will be at my wedding, the people that I will be friends with forever. They are my now a part of my family and I don’t feel complete without them.
(WARNING! The rest of this entry is going to be really corny.)
Heather: You know the first time I met you, you were playing clarinet next to Rachel in band with Mr. Blanco! I can’t believe that all that time we were sitting near one another, hardly speaking to each other. Now, every time I’m home I see you at least once and big group outings always involve the two of us. I’m so glad that Robyn brought you into the group and introduced us.
Robyn: You may not remember, but believe me I do. We were both in the Bellmore Players rendition of Fiddler on the Roof. Yes, we’ve known each other for quite sometime and man, am I glad that now we’re friends with the same people. I can relate to you so much. I remember at Alex’s house one time we really bonded talking about how the group has changed us and all. Also, I love hearing, “Ritual sacrifices? That’s so CUTE!!” Warped tour was awesome, and yes, that will so be our big tradition. This group will stay alive for quite sometime. Can’t wait till we’re partying it up in Boston together!
Kim: You are without a doubt one of the funniest, sweetest girls I have ever met. Yea, some things that you have said in the past will certainly live on in infamy in our group but I love ya anyway. I am SO glad that I met you. You make everything so much more fun and help me to forget any troubles that have been plaguing my mind. I truly hope you go to college somewhere close (::cough:: Boston University!! ::cough::) so you, Robyn, and I can meet in Boston.
Alex: I remember when you and Joey used to be best friends when you were younger. It’s funny to think about how long I’ve known you, but never really got to know you. Now, when I come home, one of my first stops is Coldstone so I can come see my favorite manager! You’re a great guy and I’m really glad we got to be friends.
Melissa: Wow, between prom, fighting over boys (LoL!), and now a future summer full of awesomeness (yes, I made up a word), I’ve got to say you are one of best friends. I feel comfortable telling you anything and everything. I love how often we talk now on the phone even though we are miles and miles away. I can come to you with anything and I’m glad that you feel the same way. And I also hope this means as much to you as it does to me: I’m so glad about how everything turned out after the summer. I miss you so much and I can’t wait to see you. The summer is gonna be SICK!
Brooke: Well, where do I begin? We met soooooo long ago in Bellmore Jewish Center Junior Congregation, and you just weren’t cool enough to hang out with me and my friends. Well, I think I can certainly say that I have the honor to be friends with you now. You are the epitome of perfection Brooke, or as close as a human can get to it. You are fun, spontaneous, loud, outgoing, funny, and the nicest, kindest person in existence. I can not say one bad thing about you. You are one of my very best friends and I’m so glad that after all these years we finally arrived at this point in our lives. You are such beautiful person inside and out and I only wish the best for you in the future.
Pilnick: Well, I guess all those years working in Hebrew School and being friends with Joey finally paid off. You are and awesome person and I’m so glad that we finally became good friends. Every time I come home one of the things I look forward to the most is a big hug from you. I feel so loved when I’m with you. You are always there for me to when I need to cry or when I need protection. I love being around you and I miss you so much.
Dana: You are one of the most fun, outgoing people out there. You’ve been there for me through thick and thin, almost always supporting me no matter what. I love when you come to me asking for advice or to tell me stories or anything. Talking to you on the phone while I’m in college just doesn’t suffice. I need to see you, and I really and truly miss you so much. This summer is going to be great and I’m so glad your coming to camp for the entire summer. You’re presence was truly missed last year and I just can’t wait to see what you bring to the group this year since you’ll be around more often.
Matt: Well, well, well…you were one of the first people I became friends with in TCC (even before them when you were “best” friends with Joey) and of course, I just wasn’t cool enough to be your friend, right? Well, I hope that we are in agreement (at least on something) that being friends with one another just makes life a lot more fun. Being in college has really shown me that I miss having you criticize me all the time, make fun of me, yell at me, so on and so forth. Being away just makes me realize more and more how great of a friend you are. Although it doesn’t seem like it, you’ve been there for me when I have needed you, even after the constant arguments we have. We may not always (or ever lol) see eye to eye, but my life just wouldn’t be complete without you in it. (I hope I’m not ruining you’re reputation here…maybe I should shut up!) To sum up Matt, I really value the friendship that we have.
Sean: (Side note: For those of you sick of hearing about our relationship this whole thing is about him as a friend so don’t worry, you can read on.) Wow! I have really never, ever, met anyone like you. You are just the nicest most generous person alive. I will never forget what you did for me on July 4th. Without you there I don’t know what I would have done or what would have happened to me. You helped me get through that, which was something that took so much time and energy and I thank you for that. You are always there for me and everyone else no matter what. With you, friends come first before almost anything else including yourself. The best part about you and me is that we may be dating, but we were also the closest friends beforehand, and not many couples can say that for the first few months of their relationship they had absolutely no feelings for one another but loving friendship. I am soooooooo glad I met you (obviously for more reasons than one!). Life just isn’t complete without you. Your laughter is infectious and I just absolutely love being around you. I just want to sit here and thank you for everything that you have done for me but obviously that would take quite some time. You are one of the greatest people alive and I love you.
Joey: See, there’s a problem. I’ve known you waaaaaay too long to sit here and discuss our friendship in a few sentences. We’ve been through so much shit together that it’s just impossible for us to get rid of one another. Family outings and vacations, and now becoming closer than ever before, you really and truly are my one and only best friend. I may have a lot of people who I call best friends or even close friends, but they are all a step below you Joey. You are my one and only best friend and I hope you feel the same way about me. I miss you so much and everything about you. You may be EmoJoe, but I’ll always know ya as Joey. I can’t even really say much else, there’s just too much. You’re the bestest neighbor anyone could ask for and I love that you’re right across the street if I ever need you. You’ve been there for me and I have to say thanks for helping me get through the toughest parts of life. I hope I’ve done even half as much for you as you’ve done for me. I miss you so damn much Joey!!
Evan: What can I say? Besides Joey, you are my best friend in the group. I’ve known Joey my entire life, even when I was a fetus, and I think I can honestly say that I’ve been through just as much drama with you in one year than with Joey in eighteen. Our relationship with one another has changed so many times. But all I know is that I never, ever want to lose you as a friend. Our countless inside jokes and fun time together always stand out in my mind. You are a great person and you really are my hero (and not the chicken club with melted american and the works kind!). With all that you have gone through in your life you turned out to be an amazing, loving person, and the best friend a girld could ask for. I absolutely love being around you. What you wrote to me in my yearbook was priceless and I hope that you never forget, because I know I never will. Evan, you were the one who began my friendship with everyone, and because of that I thank you. Thank you Evan for helping me to live.
So, I know this whole entry sounded really corny, and emo in some parts but I just had to do it. I never have the time to tell these guys how I feel about them and since I’m procrastinating I figured this was the opportune time. Also, I want them to know that I am going to do my part in keeping this group together as long as possible. I know I’m not going anywhere and I hope none of them are planning on it either. Basically guys, I just wanted to say to you all, I love you.