May 22, 2008 01:02
Was suddenly bored, and after running way too many thoughts in my mind, I decided to Google for another make-up artist postion for the fun of it.
Boy, was I shocked. There are way too many make-up artists out there, in little sunny Singapore! From mega make-up studios, to tiny little companies, to free-lancers and what nots.
Felt a little bereft and intimidated. Is it time for me to switch careers once and for all? Is there any chance out there for me at all as a make-up artist if I were to leave M.A.C? What am I to do and how am I to go about swimming in a small pond full of fishes?
Then, chanced upon an article about the dear T.G. Goh, whom I have met and had worked with before. Maybe it was because he came from a different time because it was easier, but his last sentence rang true.
"Believe in yourself and remain positive in whatever you do. Sending out negative vibes will only invite more negativity towards you."
Maybe I should just believe, and hang in there. Well, fate did not steer me on this path without rhyme or reason. Maybe it is just not my time yet, or maybe this will lead me to bigger, better, brighter things.
Who knows?
What I do know is, I still enjoy doing what I do.