Thankful
So the past 2 days have been a little weird and a tad annoying at times but hey I just keep on going. Thursday night I went up to Mongo with Chris and we had a pretty good time and some nice conversation. After that I went to Bryan's for some cuddle time and then I ranted and raved on the phone to my Jaimser about people's stupidity.
Friday morning I had to get up and go to the doctor, not fun cause I got poked. Then I came home and did the normal Friday cleaning ritual. Bryan and I went to see Madagascar in the evening, it was so cute. Then we went to his house and cuddled n'such and got some food. We talked to his momma for a while and then I came home.
Yesterday I pretty much lounged around and read and dealt with alot of ignorance and stupidity. So I did some more ranting and raving to Gina, Jaimser, and Bryan. You know its funny how my best friends completely understand and agree with me. Gina actually thanked me and had called me for some advice for that very reason. Because she knows I'm looking out for her and don't want to see her hurt, so she specifically called me to talk her out of a bad situation. It felt nice to actually be thanked and appreciated. But I guess thats why Jaimser and Gina and I have always been best friends. We had a great night last night just doing our girl thing and talking and laughing and watching movies. It was a great end to a very stressful and annoying day.
I realized yesterday that while no one is exactly alike, and yes I know it would be boring if we all were, people still have the same ideas and values and beliefs. I surround myself with people that have the same beliefs as me because we understand eachother better, we're better friends, and when it comes down to it, if one of us is in trouble we help eachother out. Gina, Jaime, and I were all raised the same I guess, we were raised to know a bad situation when we see it and not take shit from anyone, especially guys.
I'm beginning to realize that sometimes you just don't know people like you thought you did, or at the same time, maybe some where along the way you just lose people and grow apart. People like Gina and Jaime keep me going and keep me strong and remind me everyday of what a strong person I am and that I should never be sorry for it. I wouldn't be who I am today if I hadn't stayed strong, defended myself, or just gave up.
Gina and Jaime, thank you so much for everything. I love you girls more than you'll ever know and I appreciate you guys too.
P.S. "Hey those may be your dreams, but that's my life!!!!" LOL love ya girlies