Jan 24, 2007 21:00
I'm so destroyed. Why did this happen to me? Why do I keep living in such a disgusting reality? I just want to stop existing. RIGHT. NOW. Hughie, I told you I wouldn't live past May of the year you died. Why have I? You were the only thing keeping me alive and now you're dead. I should have died, not you. I'm not fit for this world. I don't want to have to "cope" or be medicated just to live. That's not living. THIS is not living. Why are you all living too? What's wrong with us. Fuck the system and kill ourselves. Let's not put up with this bullshit anymore. Everything is either dry or wet. Everything is either quiet or loud. Slaughter rapists.
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