Sep 17, 2004 10:54
i feel my life spinning out of control.
every fucking time i think i have it together, it gets fucked up again. Why me why this why now.
questions that will never be answered i suppose. i feel like fucking shit double shit. i hate this feeling i hate my brain for doing this to me. why can't this just go away.
I'm going to be like this forever i just know it. I never be able to get away from it never. it follows me where ever i go. I bet it'll even following me in death.