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It's been so long since i've been here I feel like my emotions are exploding. I can't possibly write down everything that has happened since then because most of it I want to forget. So I'll start with what's bothering me now. My ex-boyfriend is with the bitch who made us break up. I hate them soooo much it burns my heart and brain up. I would love to slice them up into to little pieces and feed them to a stray dog. How the fuck could they do this to me? She was my friend and I found out that she fucked him while I was in the mental hospital.
If that wasn't enough the bastards are still denying it. And still claiming that they aren't fucking now. Like I'm so fucking "crazy" that I'll believe that dumb shit. I know I shouldn't let it bother me, we're not together so he can do whatever he wants. I want to get over it i really do, I just don't know how. What do I do the pain is sooo deep. I still love him and what's worse is he wants me back. Isn't that a sick fuck. If I wanted him i'd have him but I don't want him. But I also don't want him fucking that whore either.
I hate them both so much. I just don't know what to do how do I get over this. SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE. I'M LOOSING IT OVER THIS I AM. I don't want to end up in the hospital over this. I don't want to give those bastards the satisfication of knowing that this bothers me. But fuck what do I do.
WHAT DO I DO BESIDES KILL THEM ALL.
If that wasn't enough the bastards are still denying it. And still claiming that they aren't fucking now. Like I'm so fucking "crazy" that I'll believe that dumb shit. I know I shouldn't let it bother me, we're not together so he can do whatever he wants. I want to get over it i really do, I just don't know how. What do I do the pain is sooo deep. I still love him and what's worse is he wants me back. Isn't that a sick fuck. If I wanted him i'd have him but I don't want him. But I also don't want him fucking that whore either.
I hate them both so much. I just don't know what to do how do I get over this. SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE. I'M LOOSING IT OVER THIS I AM. I don't want to end up in the hospital over this. I don't want to give those bastards the satisfication of knowing that this bothers me. But fuck what do I do.
WHAT DO I DO BESIDES KILL THEM ALL.