Brandons Trial

Mar 30, 2010 00:29

The 5 hardest things i ever had to do was
1.the 2 hours first finding out Brandon was dead
2.his funneral
4.Marks funneral
5.Breakin up with Mckenzie over the phone

This was number 3.

I was in courtroom for 6-7hours and about 3 I would look and stare at Carlos and think of how badly I wanted to murder him with my hands. I saw mom cry for about 2hrs straight, I cried so many times, hearing and seein things. I think with details it became worse and worse

but like I had told Jandro, at first I didnt want to know, but i didnt want to hear things from people, or wonder about it 10 yrs from now.

my mind is fucked up when I think about it, to the point where I break into tears just thinking about it.

sooooooooooooo I dont wanna talk, I havent even talked to Alex or my mommy about it. and i dont think i want to for a very long time.

Im glad he was found guilty of 2nd degree w/deadly weapon, attempted w/ deadly weapon and battery w/deadly weapon

I will speak to Carlos from the stand on June 23rd, and I cant wait, though it wont bring Brandon back, I just want him to hear the select of us that will speak.
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