Since Im eating Sushi
ill start with my dream:
who woulda guessed that after John Mayer on sat night, i would only get 4 hrs of sleep, and my entire dream was about her.
I had dream in which there was a get together with bryans crew, craig, alex and they invited me and I wasnt going to go, but they had said fifa so I went, well I got there and she was there, we both walked by each other, sat on complete oppisite sides of the rooms and everytime she would walk near me, I would turn my head. Jandro and Craig kept trying to get us to talk, and all she would say is "no hes an asshole, and i dont wanna deal with him" and I kept saying, "I wouldnt talk or look at her if we were in the same room" over and over.
Finally I realized that we werent going to talk, so I left and drove around in my car fuckin pissed and teary eyed.
I am so frusturated, that she would pop in my head after ive been doin all to forget her.
I really think I started listening to way more emo music since the day I started talking to her!
Im someone who never forgets things, and I think I will go to my grave wondering what it was that I didnt have or why I was used in that way. I think i dont even want to know because the answer would just piss me the fuck off.