Never online
Yeah so i'm never on here anymore and i don't really ever want to come home and go online, so yeah....
anyways, i'm just about done Christmas shopping, only need to buy two more things. I have been doing ok with buggy, not the best, not the worst...some of our moments are really bad and it makes me feel guilty for being so damn independent and numb. Then, there are other times when things are really great, and then again times when "stuff" is awesome. I mean, things have happened that i never thought would. I''ve been worried about everything for the most part. It's really getting to my nerves. Just as expected, Chris started calling me and messaging me again...after a year of not talking to him. He said he stopped doing all the drugs and stuff, which i actually believed because he sounded completely sober at a time when he would have been wasted. He just asked me what was up and i told him i was with danny and he asked if he treated me good, i said yes, and then he said that he wouldn't really call me again cuz he didn't want to make danny mad. That was that. Exciting! I am not very happy with anything right now. I wonder if I am ever going to be truly happy with my life and where it's taking me. wow i sound like a sap boo hoo hoo. oh, on the bright side of things, danny and i have some new friends. A 27 year old guy alot like our selves and his 24 year old wife. We all hung out the other night. They were very nice and funny. They want to hang out more when we move out. It will be cool. the end
anyways, i'm just about done Christmas shopping, only need to buy two more things. I have been doing ok with buggy, not the best, not the worst...some of our moments are really bad and it makes me feel guilty for being so damn independent and numb. Then, there are other times when things are really great, and then again times when "stuff" is awesome. I mean, things have happened that i never thought would. I''ve been worried about everything for the most part. It's really getting to my nerves. Just as expected, Chris started calling me and messaging me again...after a year of not talking to him. He said he stopped doing all the drugs and stuff, which i actually believed because he sounded completely sober at a time when he would have been wasted. He just asked me what was up and i told him i was with danny and he asked if he treated me good, i said yes, and then he said that he wouldn't really call me again cuz he didn't want to make danny mad. That was that. Exciting! I am not very happy with anything right now. I wonder if I am ever going to be truly happy with my life and where it's taking me. wow i sound like a sap boo hoo hoo. oh, on the bright side of things, danny and i have some new friends. A 27 year old guy alot like our selves and his 24 year old wife. We all hung out the other night. They were very nice and funny. They want to hang out more when we move out. It will be cool. the end