Been a while...
It has definitely been a while since I've been here.
It feels like so much is going on, yet at the same time, it seems like nothing is. Been working a lot lately. Which is fine. It keeps me occupied, and distracted to some degree.
Something very odd happened a couple of weeks ago. Talking to a customer at the bar, and she basically complimented me. Well, not basically, she did. It wouldn't mean shit to most people, but I absolutely never get them. It was completely unsolicited, and a little out of left field. Probably why it had struck me as much as it did. It put me in a good mood for the night, at least.
Slowly trying to get over my insane shyness. Pretty much have to, considering it is part of my job to speak with random people. It is tough for me.. I know they want to talk to our pretty servers, and I don't blame em... but still!
I also got a nice, solid shot of reality tonight too. I sure hope to hell it sinks in now. I do love that I am a dreamer, but my dreaming often times escapes this reality! But then again, whose doesn't, right? Le sigh.
Also, I am an Uncle again. I am very happy for my brother and his wife. Yet, for some personal reasons, it also makes me a little sad.
Ho hum.
/T\
It feels like so much is going on, yet at the same time, it seems like nothing is. Been working a lot lately. Which is fine. It keeps me occupied, and distracted to some degree.
Something very odd happened a couple of weeks ago. Talking to a customer at the bar, and she basically complimented me. Well, not basically, she did. It wouldn't mean shit to most people, but I absolutely never get them. It was completely unsolicited, and a little out of left field. Probably why it had struck me as much as it did. It put me in a good mood for the night, at least.
Slowly trying to get over my insane shyness. Pretty much have to, considering it is part of my job to speak with random people. It is tough for me.. I know they want to talk to our pretty servers, and I don't blame em... but still!
I also got a nice, solid shot of reality tonight too. I sure hope to hell it sinks in now. I do love that I am a dreamer, but my dreaming often times escapes this reality! But then again, whose doesn't, right? Le sigh.
Also, I am an Uncle again. I am very happy for my brother and his wife. Yet, for some personal reasons, it also makes me a little sad.
Ho hum.
/T\