The Fine Art of Falling Apart
The title says it all.
Not that it is as drastic as it seems.
I had an awesome day. Finally feeling better. Know how when you are sick or feel like shit for a couple days, then suddenly you're fine the next day? And then you feel awesome. I know that was part of it. The other part is my new outlook on things. It is a very foreign concept, for me. And perhaps that is what lead to the crash after I woke up from my nap tonight.
And boy did I ever crash. It's like my body is saying "Hey, sorry about this but... we need to even things out here, k?".
Time to go nap again. Napping works like a reset button for me, sometimes. It's almost like wiping the slate not clean, but... clearing off some of the crap.
Also... there are too many days when I wish I could change the unchangeable. Is it too much to ask, to just have what I want?
Of course!
Meh... sleep.
Not that it is as drastic as it seems.
I had an awesome day. Finally feeling better. Know how when you are sick or feel like shit for a couple days, then suddenly you're fine the next day? And then you feel awesome. I know that was part of it. The other part is my new outlook on things. It is a very foreign concept, for me. And perhaps that is what lead to the crash after I woke up from my nap tonight.
And boy did I ever crash. It's like my body is saying "Hey, sorry about this but... we need to even things out here, k?".
Time to go nap again. Napping works like a reset button for me, sometimes. It's almost like wiping the slate not clean, but... clearing off some of the crap.
Also... there are too many days when I wish I could change the unchangeable. Is it too much to ask, to just have what I want?
Of course!
Meh... sleep.