this is for real, this time i mean it
back for the meme! nothing very exciting happened today, so. :'D ran this morning with my brother, then didn't practice maneuverability like i planned, but instead watched dvds of my old pops concerts and fhdsjfds. ♥ all my feelings.
9 things about yourself
ten-day tumblr lj challenge
day two: nine things about yourself
i. i have a fairly low speaking voice, especially over the phone or on recordings, but when i sing i'm a first soprano. this means: i sing everything an octave higher than i should and i can't sing harmony for shit, except for the occasional descant. :'D it's pretty silly.
ii. i have been accused of being both too rational and too irrational and i am sort of content where i am, a little too irrational, a little too rational, and maybe a little okay.
iii. motion city soundtrack songs make me cry, without fail. i still don't know why.
iv. i think everyone has a special way of helping people. i think mine is making the world a little softer, a little brighter, a little less harsh, because sometimes we all need that. (i could be wrong! see below.)
v. i'm terrible at self-assessment.
vi. i also apparently cannot spell assessment; i needed to spell-check that.
vii. i think i need to be thoroughly disillusioned. i am, in fact, waiting for it. i secretly suspect that people don't want to be the one to break me, so they let me keep my ivory towers and (glass) castles in the air, which is kind of bad for me, i'm pretty sure.
viii. i sometimes panic that i'm too old to be a prodigy. i often panic that i'm not smarter than some people, nor am i even smarter than very many people. for someone who was once always in the top three of her peers, easy, it's very scary.
ix. i used to have chronic under-appreciation feelings? but then i found out that everyone has those, and i felt bad, because they hurt pretty bad, so now i try to make people feel appreciated, which in turn makes me feel better. so it helps a lot. :D
i guess it is past midnight, so i am late, but shhhhhh. no1curr. have a good night, lovelies! ♥
9 things about yourself
ten-day tumblr lj challenge
day two: nine things about yourself
i. i have a fairly low speaking voice, especially over the phone or on recordings, but when i sing i'm a first soprano. this means: i sing everything an octave higher than i should and i can't sing harmony for shit, except for the occasional descant. :'D it's pretty silly.
ii. i have been accused of being both too rational and too irrational and i am sort of content where i am, a little too irrational, a little too rational, and maybe a little okay.
iii. motion city soundtrack songs make me cry, without fail. i still don't know why.
iv. i think everyone has a special way of helping people. i think mine is making the world a little softer, a little brighter, a little less harsh, because sometimes we all need that. (i could be wrong! see below.)
v. i'm terrible at self-assessment.
vi. i also apparently cannot spell assessment; i needed to spell-check that.
vii. i think i need to be thoroughly disillusioned. i am, in fact, waiting for it. i secretly suspect that people don't want to be the one to break me, so they let me keep my ivory towers and (glass) castles in the air, which is kind of bad for me, i'm pretty sure.
viii. i sometimes panic that i'm too old to be a prodigy. i often panic that i'm not smarter than some people, nor am i even smarter than very many people. for someone who was once always in the top three of her peers, easy, it's very scary.
ix. i used to have chronic under-appreciation feelings? but then i found out that everyone has those, and i felt bad, because they hurt pretty bad, so now i try to make people feel appreciated, which in turn makes me feel better. so it helps a lot. :D
i guess it is past midnight, so i am late, but shhhhhh. no1curr. have a good night, lovelies! ♥