And now the lost little mouse dragon, sticks her head out of her burrow...
anonymous
August 12 2005, 22:52:21 UTC
I warned you. I did. You stabbed me in the back, I forgave you, though the pain was quite heavy. I saw the temple dying. You did not want to hear it. I understood that. It saddened me, because I saw the vision you held to and I too wished it could come to pass... The blame however, is not so much to be placed on other's. You also are at fault my freind. But... To err is to be human. Everyone makes mistakes, especially me... You of all people can testify to that. You have seen me at my worst. Now I will once again... Poke my head out and try to show you what I see... I see an old soul, much like my own, that is torn by this place. Torn by path my soul yearns for and the harsh reality that is life on earth. For people like us it is harder, because we can see the bigger picture and yet... We are forced to narrow our vision to fit in. I yearned for the gift I thought you had offered me... Someone who understood me and gave love and compassion freely because he knew what it was like... I reached for the gift and to my shock you pulled it away and spit on me. I still do not understand why... But I have forgiven you for the pain you have caused and the trust you have broken. I hope that inspite of everything, you can now see the hand Im holding out. Thats what freinds do... They help eachother up, inspite of their mistakes. As an old soul, I can tell you something I have learned Methuselah... Eternal freinds are a rare treasure... Dont let your pride stop you from gaining that treasure. Im here for you. I accept that you are not perfect, all I ask in return is that you do the same. You know my email addy. If you dont someone in the group does, try Ainan, Fingy, Nerwen or Tempest. This is again an invitation... To talk... As we use to. To try again... To see if mending the rift that was put up between us can be accomplished. I sense your sorrow. I would like to be there for you... Inspite of things, I have grown fond of you and Rose. You both have such beauty within you... My door... Or in this case my MSN IM window is open to you both. Sincerly, Tilly
I see an old soul, much like my own, that is torn by this place. Torn by path my soul yearns for and the harsh reality that is life on earth. For people like us it is harder, because we can see the bigger picture and yet... We are forced to narrow our vision to fit in. I yearned for the gift I thought you had offered me... Someone who understood me and gave love and compassion freely because he knew what it was like... I reached for the gift and to my shock you pulled it away and spit on me. I still do not understand why... But I have forgiven you for the pain you have caused and the trust you have broken. I hope that inspite of everything, you can now see the hand Im holding out. Thats what freinds do... They help eachother up, inspite of their mistakes. As an old soul, I can tell you something I have learned Methuselah... Eternal freinds are a rare treasure... Dont let your pride stop you from gaining that treasure. Im here for you. I accept that you are not perfect, all I ask in return is that you do the same. You know my email addy. If you dont someone in the group does, try Ainan, Fingy, Nerwen or Tempest. This is again an invitation... To talk... As we use to. To try again... To see if mending the rift that was put up between us can be accomplished. I sense your sorrow. I would like to be there for you... Inspite of things, I have grown fond of you and Rose. You both have such beauty within you... My door... Or in this case my MSN IM window is open to you both.
Sincerly,
Tilly
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