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life honestly isn't fair.
i know dealing with hard shit is going to make me a better person in life but this seriously sucks.
no one should have to deal with what i delt with last night.
i handled things perfectly.
i can't stay strong about this stuff all the time.
things like this make me realize how petty and small other shit is.
now having many assignments due soon seems unreal and unimportant.
i really value my family but to be put through that is horrible.
i can't real with being asked of so much.
i am trying to be independent.
i can dealing with everyone depending on me.
when matters like this happen i have to step back and think about my life and what i am doing and the importance of everything.
i realize i can not depend on others.
me telling friends how i feel doesn't fix anything.
no one can do anything to help.
it's not like they can step in and magically make it better.
i know dealing with hard shit is going to make me a better person in life but this seriously sucks.
no one should have to deal with what i delt with last night.
i handled things perfectly.
i can't stay strong about this stuff all the time.
things like this make me realize how petty and small other shit is.
now having many assignments due soon seems unreal and unimportant.
i really value my family but to be put through that is horrible.
i can't real with being asked of so much.
i am trying to be independent.
i can dealing with everyone depending on me.
when matters like this happen i have to step back and think about my life and what i am doing and the importance of everything.
i realize i can not depend on others.
me telling friends how i feel doesn't fix anything.
no one can do anything to help.
it's not like they can step in and magically make it better.