I think I partied too much that I'm now sick...
OMG New York was AMAZING!!! But it's definitely given me second thoughts about my future. Like the company that I am working for is amazing and the amount they have invested into and given me is completely beyond what any intern would expect. I mean they sent me to New York and paid for everything and I'm treated as if I'm more than an intern. People around the U.S. KNOW me!!! I mean I'm so honored that my marketing managers talk about me but I'm not sure if I can give them what they want. I don't know if this is for me. I mean it's hard because I love the brands and I get a lot of respect for just being 21 and without a degree and I fit in. It's seriously like a second family to me and I can't ask for a better working enviroment.
BUT I'm still thinking about being a buyer but it's hard since I'm not coming from FIDM. I mean I could work here for awhile and just get some kind of education so that I can pursue it, but I don't want my life to continue on being in limbo. I just need a direction and a start in that direction. Plus, Lani came to the launch party in New York and she said something me fitting in with this settting and I feel it too and I've been trying to suppress it but I know I am very lucky to find what I've found. I don't know. I think my job is going to give me an offer soon...I don't know. BUT I'm so excited about my companies...we're growing and we're trying bold things and I stand behind them completely. It's just so different and it's so expressional and I want to be there for when we find our niche and make our appearance in the market.
THEN I'm thinking about graduating in March and then working Spring Quarter and leaving to travel for two months during the summer with the Semester at Sea program. Too much to think about and UCLA keeps trying to rip me off...wtf? Anyways, New York is AWESOME when there's an expense account AND you're with a lot of awesome people.
OH and this might sound sick...but dude I can see myself with a pretty old man. Okay not that old but lately all the guys I've been hanging out with are around 28-35 and seriously, this is what we're missing girls. They're not even old. They're act young; they're educated; they're fun and it's going out on a totally different level. Hmmmm old men...haha i'm totally one of the gold diggin chinese girls now...hahha.
BUT I'm still thinking about being a buyer but it's hard since I'm not coming from FIDM. I mean I could work here for awhile and just get some kind of education so that I can pursue it, but I don't want my life to continue on being in limbo. I just need a direction and a start in that direction. Plus, Lani came to the launch party in New York and she said something me fitting in with this settting and I feel it too and I've been trying to suppress it but I know I am very lucky to find what I've found. I don't know. I think my job is going to give me an offer soon...I don't know. BUT I'm so excited about my companies...we're growing and we're trying bold things and I stand behind them completely. It's just so different and it's so expressional and I want to be there for when we find our niche and make our appearance in the market.
THEN I'm thinking about graduating in March and then working Spring Quarter and leaving to travel for two months during the summer with the Semester at Sea program. Too much to think about and UCLA keeps trying to rip me off...wtf? Anyways, New York is AWESOME when there's an expense account AND you're with a lot of awesome people.
OH and this might sound sick...but dude I can see myself with a pretty old man. Okay not that old but lately all the guys I've been hanging out with are around 28-35 and seriously, this is what we're missing girls. They're not even old. They're act young; they're educated; they're fun and it's going out on a totally different level. Hmmmm old men...haha i'm totally one of the gold diggin chinese girls now...hahha.