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I feel caged. Even though I know this 4-month plan of mine is meant to help me save the necessary funds to do what I really want to do, I feel like it's just another phase of an ongoing campaign of putting off what I really want to do.
In 4 months I should have enough money saved to pay for the computer, the camera, the software and the lessons to use the software.
But in the meantime? I feel like I'm serving a prison sentence. Working at Steak n Shake is bad enough, but working it into the wee hours of the morning like I have been is killing me. Maybe I just have to get re-used to being on my feet for that long. The soft soles I bought for my shoes to ease my foot pain didn't really help much.
In the meantime, I need to do my best to keep up with creative projects. Maybe write another article. Maybe do some 3rd Stringers scripts. Do something to keep my mind occupied while my body rests. I have to do important things and I have to fulfill my responsibilities before just using all of my off-time for R and R. I need to make better use of my free time.
Starting now.
In 4 months I should have enough money saved to pay for the computer, the camera, the software and the lessons to use the software.
But in the meantime? I feel like I'm serving a prison sentence. Working at Steak n Shake is bad enough, but working it into the wee hours of the morning like I have been is killing me. Maybe I just have to get re-used to being on my feet for that long. The soft soles I bought for my shoes to ease my foot pain didn't really help much.
In the meantime, I need to do my best to keep up with creative projects. Maybe write another article. Maybe do some 3rd Stringers scripts. Do something to keep my mind occupied while my body rests. I have to do important things and I have to fulfill my responsibilities before just using all of my off-time for R and R. I need to make better use of my free time.
Starting now.