it's funny when...

Jan 09, 2004 15:01

it's funny when you go out with someone and you think you have a strong bond with em and then when you guys break up you cry for three days not knowing if they'll ever come back. Then you might have a night together thinking it'll lead to you guys once again being more than just friends, when you later find out that's not what it was at all, it was a one time premiere. Then you'll see her, she'll rub your head, and smile the most beautiful smile you've ever seen and walk away and possibly out of your life. Has this happened to you before?? It's happened to me, I'm wondering what life I'm set to live, a life filled with happiness and not being single or a life with ups and downs and still single. It's high school they all say, you have plenty of time they say. Well, screw that I want it to come now. Being single is the worst, especially when ur me and u never have any plans to do anything. I dunno maybe there's a side I haven't seen or a side that hasn't been made clear to me, but right now I'm very bored and very angry. I'm a really cute guy, at least that's what I try to tell myself, and cute guys need a girl the majority of guys that have girls their girlfriends will usually tell you that their guys are cute. So, then what about me?? what about nathan? where's my shot?? in terms we can all understand 2nd best sucks, we all want that number one contender, soon to be champion one that no one contends with.
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