Feb 07, 2008 16:51
well... kinda awkward after everything, but it looks like me and ashley are gonna give this thing one more chance and see if we cant fix shit up. shes gone to councelling, gotten some self help books, and seems committed not just for me, but for herself regardless. i will be there to provide support, but not to be her reason for dropping the habbit. we talked a lot last night, and got a lot off our chests. it was a good chat.
she seems happier than ive seen her in the last while.
and if she can go more than two months without it, i think she has enough control to go indefinately with out it.
im pretty sure i saw tamara at rumours the other day, and its been buggin me. lol
i was standin outside having a smoke and im like, hey there's tamara, and noone saw her, and she was like right in front of us. it was wierd.
but yeah
either way, at work right now, nothing goin, so im gonna go and get some cleaning done i think
had some meatloaf sandwiches, they were delicious.
try not to die of mindnumbingly boring job now
take er easy everyone.
-Zach
holy f**k