Sep 21, 2005 21:52
FIRSTS
First piercing: lip
First credit card: visa
First true love: Christine
First enemy: surprisingly i had a lot in elementary school, probably justin barry
First concert: Blink-182, and I don't regret it
First musician you remember hearing in your house: something on that Pure Moods cd my mom loved
Last big car ride: Ozzfest probably
Last movie seen at home: Sin City the other day
Last food consumed: Pizza
Last phone call: Dustin
Last CD played: Tool Lateralus
Last annoyance: you've all heard me talking about it for the last two weeks
Last soda drank: Mt. Dew
Last ice cream eaten: I don't remember
Last website visited: Myspace
I...
I AM: a really good guy
I WANT: someone that appreciates it for what it is
I HAVE: a new outlook on life, and things in the past
I WISH: I had one more chance, but I think knowing that I don't has helped me
I HATE: knowing I messed up the best thing I've had in my life so far
I FEAR: that I won't have something as nice for a long time
I HEAR: that i need to have more courage, take more chances
I WONDER: if that will happen.
I LOVE: life, and the fact that I'm living to experience even these most depressing lows
I ALWAYS: put others before me, even when I don't want to
I DANCE: in my room, and at weddings when there is no music playing (there is no more romantic way)
I SING: whenever i'm listening to music
I AM NOT ALWAYS: truthful to myself, and i'm not always thinking about it to catch myself
I WRITE: things that I think people would appreciate
I CONFUSE: myself, and by doing so i confuse those around me
I NEED: to do what I know is right, no matter how much it hurts.
I SHOULD: have known this was going to happen.
YES or NO:
YOU KEEP A DIARY: in the form of poetry that I've written at different stages of my life. I just started a new chapter.
YOU LIKE TO COOK: if I know how to cook it
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: Yes, but I would like to share it. I just don't know if anyone would care as much as I want them to.
DO YOU...
HAVE A CRUSH: Yeah, there's a couple of people that I would like to get to know.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yeah
GET MOTION SICKNESS: not usually
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: fuck no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yeah, there's not a whole lot of people that I don't get along with.
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Yeah, actually I do
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: natural, long, silky beautiful brown.
EYE COLOR: green/blue something
BIRTHPLACE: Sacred Heart Medical Center, Spokane Wa.
FAVORITES
NUMBER: 8
COLOR: Green
DAY: any one where I can just sit, relax, and think.
MONTH: June.
SONG(S): Parabol/Parabola
SEASON: hottest of the hot summer
DRINK: Iced tea
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes, but out of happiness if you can believe it.
HELPED SOMEONE? myself
GOTTEN SICK? of feeling that bad
GONE TO THE MOVIES? No but I would like to
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? I ordered pizza does that count?
SAID "I love you." No, I still feel it but I'm not going to impose by saying it
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No but I will when my sister gets to Tacoma
TALKED TO AN EX?: Yeah, and it was nice
MISSED AN EX?: I don't know if that will ever go away fully
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: only livejournal
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: I had planned on having one, but didn't get the chance
MISSED SOMEONE? yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE? thought about it, but thought twice
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
WOULD YOU EVER:
1. Eat a bug?: not on purpose
2. Bungee jump?: yeah i would
3. Kill someone?: I can't answer that, depends on circumstances
4. Parachute from a plane? probably not
5. Walk on hot coals? yeah i believe in mind over matter
6. Go out with someone for their looks? only long enough to find out if their personality was worth the time
7. Be a vegetarian? no
8. Wear plaid with stripes? ??
9. IM a stanger? yeah
10. Sing Karaoke? yeah as a joke i wouldn't be trying
11. Get drunk off your ass? I hope to soon
12. Shoplift? not unless my life was at stake or something
13. Run a red light? I have on accident.
14. Star in a porn video? oh man, that would rule.
15. Dye your hair blue? I've thought about dying all of it some cool bright color.
16. Be on Survivor? no way
17. Wear makeup in public? I have
18. Not wear makeup in public? I've done that more
19. Cheat on a test? I'm pretty sure I have somewhere along the line
20. Make someone cry? yeah, but if i'm doing it it's for the best
21. Date someone more than 10 years younger than you? not right now, that's 9 years old sicko.
22. Stay up all night? yeah
23. Fuck a fat chick? not when you say it like that.
24. Fuck someone with an STD? with protection
25. Eat out someone's asshole? you know, that's a toughie. again, depends on circumstances.
27. Stalk someone? I've been accused of it, and I understand why
28. Do anything meaningful with your life? every day
39. Push the button? only if it's green and 1.35295 centimeters in diameter