Wow.

[met_the_man]

*wipes away the cob webs and yawns* I know I know... I am surprised as anyone else that I am here. After taking a one year break pretty much from LJ, it is hard to get back on. I just saw Wicked tonight at the Fox and I have been feeling contemplative lately. I'm writing on my mother's computer since mine is still in the process of being fixed. Ohhhhhh...where to begin? I have been up for about an hour looking at alot of old pictures and reminising about the past. I called some people today I hadn't talked to in awhile and I realised I wish I remembered more. My memory has been very foggy lately and I have been in a kind of funk. Not enough sleep, not eating right, pollen, whatever, bleck. Still, I feel kida phased out. Walking down memory lane has helped me to phase back in abit. Its funny. I look at all the old pictures of me. Being goofy, having fun, at a play, in a play, or with a girl. I'm happy in all the pictures. Those moments on film were happy. When I see those, I forget the bad times. The pain flies away and I just want to talk to, see, and hold that person I remember. Even after everything that has happened, I still want to be there again. I want to be pinning a flower on the dress of a girl in braces, I want to be learning to scuba dive, I want to be on a skiing trip, I want to be playing DDR, I want to be at my birthday parties, I want to be on vacation with a Brookwood girl, I want to be riding in Scott Gillians car, I want to be at a Norcross Chorus Concert, and I want to have a cute redhead next to me in pink shoes. Those were just a few that came to mind.

That's all I got for now. For anyone of you who still check this, signing off.

Scoot