A Goofy Movie
"Some people settle for the typical thing
Living all their lives waiting in the wings
It ain't a question of if, Just a matter of time
Before I move to the front of the line
Mmmm...I see you watchin every move that I make
You gotta believe that I got what it takes...
To stand out!
Above the crowd!
Even if I gotta shout out loud!
Till mine is the only face you see...
Gotta stand out...Till ya notice me!"
I just realized how much I love A Goofy Movie and growing up in the 90's. *sighes* College is interesting...different, but the same. High school with less drama, older people, sleeping later, living with your classmates, doing homework when you want, and no Parents! For an update on the Scott, let's see what's going on...
1. I have the part of the Solider General in "The Nutcracker" I won't be wearing tights, but yes...I will be dancing in a ballet on stage by myself. NO TIGHTS!
2. I was cast as the male lead in "Spitfire Grill" and I have two songs.
3. I got the understudy for the lead in "Travesties" and was called back for every audition so far.
4. So many people in the program are amazing and incredibly talented. Acting wise, at least, I have alot to learn.
5. I have made friends here who like me, and a few that really understand me.
6. Lisa and I are done. Both of us tried to make it work, but once again, I almost got into a relationship where I would not stand up for myself. She was still in love with someone else and is still very much a little girl. I wanted to fix her and only saw the good instead of the whole picture. We both decided we are better off as friends. I feel so much better and it is nice to be free. I will not go back with her. She wants to be more than just friends, but I had to put my foot down because I do not want to be anything more than a friend. I will not be a fuck buddy, ever. I am sick of hurting people with that side of me and I will not put myself or anyone else through pain like that again. Ever. Done and Done.
7. I have 3 A's and 2 B's and I have a 92 in my Math class. I have written two 20 page papers and am about to kill myself with the work I have left to do. Crazy.
8. I have been drunk. I have been to many theater parties, but I tend to not drink when I go. I am the DD. The first one I went to I had 8 shots and 2 cups of coconut rum, 3 glasses of wine, and 3 beers. I threw up and I was fine. Supposedly, I am a very comprehensible, intellectual drunk. I didn't sway, slur, or lose my intellect. That was an experience.
9. I have a full beard now and my hair is longer. I have bit more muscle, but the chub is trying to come back so I'm working at the gym as much as I can.
10. I am still Scott. I have not lost my naivety. I have not lost my love of human beings. I have seen dark sides of man since I've been here, but I haven't changed in my soul. I will always be in love with the world, and no amount of shock or pain will change my opinion that man is good. I am ashamed of things I have done, and wish I could take them back every day. I still hate to hurt people and hate to hurt because of it. I do not want to be hurt. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I love myself for who I am and understand myself. I am me.
Well, that's a wrap. Hope that cleared some things up. I'm going to bed now! *yawn* Night guys!
Peace and hair grease,
Scoot
Living all their lives waiting in the wings
It ain't a question of if, Just a matter of time
Before I move to the front of the line
Mmmm...I see you watchin every move that I make
You gotta believe that I got what it takes...
To stand out!
Above the crowd!
Even if I gotta shout out loud!
Till mine is the only face you see...
Gotta stand out...Till ya notice me!"
I just realized how much I love A Goofy Movie and growing up in the 90's. *sighes* College is interesting...different, but the same. High school with less drama, older people, sleeping later, living with your classmates, doing homework when you want, and no Parents! For an update on the Scott, let's see what's going on...
1. I have the part of the Solider General in "The Nutcracker" I won't be wearing tights, but yes...I will be dancing in a ballet on stage by myself. NO TIGHTS!
2. I was cast as the male lead in "Spitfire Grill" and I have two songs.
3. I got the understudy for the lead in "Travesties" and was called back for every audition so far.
4. So many people in the program are amazing and incredibly talented. Acting wise, at least, I have alot to learn.
5. I have made friends here who like me, and a few that really understand me.
6. Lisa and I are done. Both of us tried to make it work, but once again, I almost got into a relationship where I would not stand up for myself. She was still in love with someone else and is still very much a little girl. I wanted to fix her and only saw the good instead of the whole picture. We both decided we are better off as friends. I feel so much better and it is nice to be free. I will not go back with her. She wants to be more than just friends, but I had to put my foot down because I do not want to be anything more than a friend. I will not be a fuck buddy, ever. I am sick of hurting people with that side of me and I will not put myself or anyone else through pain like that again. Ever. Done and Done.
7. I have 3 A's and 2 B's and I have a 92 in my Math class. I have written two 20 page papers and am about to kill myself with the work I have left to do. Crazy.
8. I have been drunk. I have been to many theater parties, but I tend to not drink when I go. I am the DD. The first one I went to I had 8 shots and 2 cups of coconut rum, 3 glasses of wine, and 3 beers. I threw up and I was fine. Supposedly, I am a very comprehensible, intellectual drunk. I didn't sway, slur, or lose my intellect. That was an experience.
9. I have a full beard now and my hair is longer. I have bit more muscle, but the chub is trying to come back so I'm working at the gym as much as I can.
10. I am still Scott. I have not lost my naivety. I have not lost my love of human beings. I have seen dark sides of man since I've been here, but I haven't changed in my soul. I will always be in love with the world, and no amount of shock or pain will change my opinion that man is good. I am ashamed of things I have done, and wish I could take them back every day. I still hate to hurt people and hate to hurt because of it. I do not want to be hurt. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I love myself for who I am and understand myself. I am me.
Well, that's a wrap. Hope that cleared some things up. I'm going to bed now! *yawn* Night guys!
Peace and hair grease,
Scoot